Trust Me

I'm always tempted to post the nudes I've been hoarding 

not mine of course but other people

but that's mean

(◡‿◡✿)

Penis (I said no)

the most handsome disappointment

(the sweetest voice ever)

 I hope you stay stuck and stagnate

I don't wanna be your friend 

Texas Thrift

Hey there 2nd Job it's so damm nice to meet you

For realz

I really like working at a thrift store

maybe i'm only saying that cause I've been working there for under 2 weeks

i'm pretty happy thou

my co-workers are nice

and it's a weird experience being on the other side of thrifting 

cleaning up the mess, not being able to buy the things as soon as i see em, being the backroom with all the new inventory, going thur the sections I wouldnt normally (toddlers toys linens)

I just wish they paid more 

｡゜(｀Д´)゜｡

~more pictures coming soon~

(penis)

I know what I want 

someone in my predicament doesn't really have any other choice

However what I need is focus

and self control

Dating a High School-er is a Morning Period

i don't know

CURRENT

I bought myself a poloroid camera for my birthday but i don't have a scanner

 (*￣m￣)

Secrets

hey there old friend

i'm done making promises I cant keep

this is what my hair look like currently

it's grow alot i can put it in buns and what not

i've been working at the call center for 6 months

i've been missing people i shouldn't miss

and i've become a terrible person

i have secrets i have to keep and they are eating me up

maybe if someone knew i would feel so bad?

maybe if someone knew they could help me?

but if i told they would know what a awful person i am

i'm just waiting

karma will get me back so when i'm crying i know i deserve it

Like A Rock

Being stable is what I'm good at

I'm consistent

I'm dependable

I'm the same always

always always always

I'm lucky for that 

I'm come from a stable enviroment

what I want, what I feel I can provide my friends is with a stable place

to rest

to sleep

to escape

I want to do what my parents do 

I want to be stable

for my friends

 maybe that'll be my goal for next year

it's definitely something I need to focus on instead of other things

 

 

 

thxxgivin

I'm thankful for the people who gave me life

the people who have been brought into my life

the lessons I've learned

the lights of my life

and for mason

who loves me no matter how crazy i get