Velvet Flowers

I felt pretty today

which is good since I've been pretty much crying everyday

 Isn't my momma the cutest???

too bad I don't look like her

Call Center

I want to think about the things I want 
and the things I want to be
I finally got a job so maybe I can start moving forward
It's scary and a little jarring telling my friends what days I can cannot hang out with them
I know I shouldn't count my chickens before the hatch
but what else can I do?
It's nerve-wracking
I want to get an apartment (i don't think I can afford a house on my own)
I want to throw adventure time marathons
and Star Wars marathons
I want costume parties
and sleepovers
I want to have a place for all my mugs that I find at thrift stores
I want to go grocery shopping and buy everything I like
I want to buy furniture
like I said I shouldn't jump the gun 
but it makes it seem like it's worth it ya know
 

Camera

I have a bigger memory card now but i'm hardly taking pictures
I felt like last year I had my camera in my hand more than I had my phone
now I dont really hold anything

I guess that's just what happens
it's been 2 years anyways
 

Listen to the Grrls

There are these 2 girls that I am absolutely head over heels for 

They're names are 

Sheena

&

Violet

 Naturally they're from Tumblr so I don't know them personally but I really really think these girls are absolutely amazing

Both these girl inspire me so so so damm much

I wanna read more and take more naked pictures 

I want to dress with more risk and dress in themes

I want to be as educated as them

Sheena & Violet are my favorite strangers 

I look forward to their personal post and their face spam

they are the 2 halves of me I want so badly to form
<3 <3 <3