Dating a High School-er is a Morning Period

i don't know

CURRENT

I bought myself a poloroid camera for my birthday but i don't have a scanner

 (*￣m￣)

Secrets

hey there old friend

i'm done making promises I cant keep

this is what my hair look like currently

it's grow alot i can put it in buns and what not

i've been working at the call center for 6 months

i've been missing people i shouldn't miss

and i've become a terrible person

i have secrets i have to keep and they are eating me up

maybe if someone knew i would feel so bad?

maybe if someone knew they could help me?

but if i told they would know what a awful person i am

i'm just waiting

karma will get me back so when i'm crying i know i deserve it

Like A Rock

Being stable is what I'm good at

I'm consistent

I'm dependable

I'm the same always

always always always

I'm lucky for that 

I'm come from a stable enviroment

what I want, what I feel I can provide my friends is with a stable place

to rest

to sleep

to escape

I want to do what my parents do 

I want to be stable

for my friends

 maybe that'll be my goal for next year

it's definitely something I need to focus on instead of other things

 

 

 

thxxgivin

I'm thankful for the people who gave me life

the people who have been brought into my life

the lessons I've learned

the lights of my life

and for mason

who loves me no matter how crazy i get