Where do i begin?
I never thought I would be one of those sappy love-sick girls
I don't believe in fairy tales
love at first sight
true love
and I most certainly didn't believe in young love
I feel like I have been in love or at least I used to think so
as you can tell from my past posts that didn't turn out too well
Eventually I got over it
Eventually the hole in my chest was healed
then I went off to go like other people
and to have those crushes remain crushes
Thus reinforcing my previous thoughts on love
but then one lonely tumblr night I came across a certain face
and with a few clicks and against all my beliefs I was swept off my feet
I will try my hardest these next few line to try to describe how I feel for this boy
I'm completely entirely so very madly deep in love with him
I didn't think I could feel this way
especially with someone I haven't even met yet
I am in love with someone who feel the exact same way about me
with the exact same intensity
I want to marry him
I want to sleep naked with him
kiss his face forever
I know it's only been a month and there is a very very strong possibility that were still in our honeymoon phase
but I don't care!!!
all my other honeymoon phases never felt this good
nor was a able to open up as much as I have with him
It's not just death star explosions in my stomach that he gives me
or that fact that his voice makes my heart beat faster than any kiss a guy has given me
it's not his love of star wars that has the ability to make me weak at the knees
It's a combination of things
like the fact he call/text me everyday and apologizes profusely when he can't
the fact that he sent me a heart-shaped pizza
the fact that's he's always trying to make feel comfortable around him
the fact that he can open up to me and call me his best friend
I have so many reasons to love him not including how fucking cute/sexy/handsome/mind-blowing-amazing
GAH! there is just so much love I have for him and we still haven't met
I don't know how to end this but I'll leave it at this
I have been changed
I'm happier than I ever thought I could be
and I owe it all to him
I've never been so sure of my feeling before <3
this isn't even the tip of the iceberg
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