Boring Horror

I CANT BELIEVE YOU
I CANT BELIEVE MYSELF
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGAAAAAAAAAAAAH
ENDLESS ENDLESS TABLE FLIPS & FACE PALMS

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..really thou..

it's almost a relief
almost
one of those that hurt but not as much as the initial pain
i wanna laugh and scream and punch someone
but after a few moments the shaking stops
it's more irritating than painful now 
I can't believe myself more than anything
here I was thinking what we had was special
....
You are young and I am an idiot
we are idiots
 I'm sure she's a nice girl