Personal

my heart hurts like i got dumped again
i cant even believe a thing like this could happen
i guess it takes a real tragady to open my eyes to things
its difficult and sureal
so sureal i forget that its happening
this morning i saw a tear in my life
this morning i saw things i had only seen once before
this morning i laid in my bed shakin and screaming
i cried to god and asked not to let this happen
this is personal and its happening right now
right now everything is so heavy
nothing makes sense

Faster Than A Speeding Bullet

if it hadnt been for the pysical text that are in my phone i wouldnt have beilived it happen
and as soon as it came it left
i guess a few more months cant hurt me..
ill be good as new

Smart Phone Not So Smart Person

i guess now everyone wants to make me a twitter
but thats not gonna happen im not about that life
this phone thou is insane
this post is being written by my phone technology is insane
and this isnt even anything crazy fancy
i feel like im gonna get dumber and even more boring now that everything is at my finger tips

Pink-Lights West-Side

Making Faces

I got a interview at Sephora
I realize when you start lying up front it's easier to keep on lying
Thankfully I'm a horrible liar and plan to air out my 2 white lies
because it's eating me up inside ~(;_;~)
I hate people who pride themselves in lying 
It's incredibly scary the thought of actual job
one where I don't know anyone
where I gotta fill out paper work and sheet
Hopefully my 2nd interview goes
hopefully this actually happens
I need to buy new shoes and clothes
like actual new shoes/clothes
the ones that haven't been worn before

~(;_;~)