Personal

my heart hurts like i got dumped again
i cant even believe a thing like this could happen
i guess it takes a real tragady to open my eyes to things
its difficult and sureal
so sureal i forget that its happening
this morning i saw a tear in my life
this morning i saw things i had only seen once before
this morning i laid in my bed shakin and screaming
i cried to god and asked not to let this happen
this is personal and its happening right now
right now everything is so heavy
nothing makes sense