Like A Rock

Being stable is what I'm good at

I'm consistent

I'm dependable

I'm the same always

always always always

I'm lucky for that 

I'm come from a stable enviroment

what I want, what I feel I can provide my friends is with a stable place

to rest

to sleep

to escape

I want to do what my parents do 

I want to be stable

for my friends

 maybe that'll be my goal for next year

it's definitely something I need to focus on instead of other things

 

 

 

thxxgivin

I'm thankful for the people who gave me life

the people who have been brought into my life

the lessons I've learned

the lights of my life

and for mason

who loves me no matter how crazy i get

Velvet Flowers

I felt pretty today

which is good since I've been pretty much crying everyday

 Isn't my momma the cutest???

too bad I don't look like her

Call Center

I want to think about the things I want 
and the things I want to be
I finally got a job so maybe I can start moving forward
It's scary and a little jarring telling my friends what days I can cannot hang out with them
I know I shouldn't count my chickens before the hatch
but what else can I do?
It's nerve-wracking
I want to get an apartment (i don't think I can afford a house on my own)
I want to throw adventure time marathons
and Star Wars marathons
I want costume parties
and sleepovers
I want to have a place for all my mugs that I find at thrift stores
I want to go grocery shopping and buy everything I like
I want to buy furniture
like I said I shouldn't jump the gun 
but it makes it seem like it's worth it ya know
 

Camera

I have a bigger memory card now but i'm hardly taking pictures
I felt like last year I had my camera in my hand more than I had my phone
now I dont really hold anything

I guess that's just what happens
it's been 2 years anyways