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I want to think about the things I want 
and the things I want to be
I finally got a job so maybe I can start moving forward
It's scary and a little jarring telling my friends what days I can cannot hang out with them
I know I shouldn't count my chickens before the hatch
but what else can I do?
It's nerve-wracking
I want to get an apartment (i don't think I can afford a house on my own)
I want to throw adventure time marathons
and Star Wars marathons
I want costume parties
and sleepovers
I want to have a place for all my mugs that I find at thrift stores
I want to go grocery shopping and buy everything I like
I want to buy furniture
like I said I shouldn't jump the gun 
but it makes it seem like it's worth it ya know