Monotone Voices/Taxes/History of The DMV

Lately I've been felling like such a boring person

I hardly have anything to talk about anymore 

Maybe this is what happens when you don't go to school

Maybe this is what happens when you don't have a job

There is no one and nothing I can blame besides myself

I feel like I'm in a rut

I feel sleepy

         lazy

         un-motivated

         and generally just boring

I don't talk to my friends like I used too

ireallyhopeitsjustmothernaturefuckingwithmyhoromomes >:l

Whatever this is I hope it's just a passing by feeling 

Whatever this is I know it'll get better

Eventually I'll find a way out. 

Multi-Pass

my only worry is that I think used the last tub of electric lava in San Antonio

White-Washed

Collision

I feel like there's a string of fate
like the red one japanese mangas like to talk about so much
except its not just my love life I'm talking about
I find it SUCH a strange coincidence that Alamo Wastelands location is what used to be the dreaded Vintage House...
The very same house that gave the coven their first retail experience
The very same house that taught us everything we should not do
I wish i could figure out what it is that's weirding me out about it
maybe it's just taboo

Motion-Sickness

Have you ever had that feeling where so many things are happening all at once and everything just
spinning

spinning
spinning
and you are there just standing completely still?

I haven't broken out in a panic yet but I think i might just be too busy trying to stop from moving

Time Stands Still

It's almost like whip-lash whenever I remember this.

 whenever I go back here
beacause I'm not just going through old pictures 
I read my thoughts
         my late night ramblings
         feelings that left a hole in my chest
         and feelings that brought me closer to the sky
I dont wanna make anymore promises that i cant keep
I just feel guilty afterwords

My hair is still short and now blonde
I'm in driving school
I have a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong distance boyfriend <3
and Alamo Wasteland is approaching it's one year anniversary

there are allot of under-lying problems going on and I'm not too sure how to cope with them.. I guess to face them head on is the only thing I can do

you have already done so much for me

Woe is me.

I feel like I've waited too long to try to fix things

it wont ever be like it used to

ifeelsoguiltywheneveriseeyou 

Wonderwall

he bought a webcam thingy

we chat for the first time for a few hours

he sang wonderwall and turn into you

he played guitar 

we ate almonds and made faces

it was super nice to see his beard 

<3

dont wanna get my hopes too high thou

 

Mr. Duke

Why are you so attractive? 

Why are you so old

Science Fiction

Goodness!

October is just around the corner!

it's been awhile, i wanna say I've been preoccupied with things but really I'm just lazy. I have things i wanna do but when it comes down to it i end up flaking out. I wanna get one thing accomplished everyday (if i do more that's awesome but for now I'll set my goals low) and today i did the 2nd draft to my hair bleaching essay! good enough but i was hoping to go to the goodwill and snag some threads i also wash y conditioned my hair (:3
I would want to start document my outfits? i think it'll be interesting to see 
I would want to start hanging out with people for often
I would want to take pictures again, not anything pro but pictures the way i used to take them i don't bust out my camera the way i used to
I would want to update this thing more but i always say that
 I want to learn how to make/edit videos!!
I don't think I'd be great but i think it'll be funny
I'm typing all these things down here so i wont forget i also plan on physically writing them as well for reinforcement
I'm kinda sad i don't really have anything to say but I'll have something to say eventually