Motion-Sickness

Have you ever had that feeling where so many things are happening all at once and everything just
spinning

spinning
spinning
and you are there just standing completely still?

I haven't broken out in a panic yet but I think i might just be too busy trying to stop from moving

Time Stands Still

It's almost like whip-lash whenever I remember this.

 whenever I go back here
beacause I'm not just going through old pictures 
I read my thoughts
         my late night ramblings
         feelings that left a hole in my chest
         and feelings that brought me closer to the sky
I dont wanna make anymore promises that i cant keep
I just feel guilty afterwords

My hair is still short and now blonde
I'm in driving school
I have a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong distance boyfriend <3
and Alamo Wasteland is approaching it's one year anniversary

there are allot of under-lying problems going on and I'm not too sure how to cope with them.. I guess to face them head on is the only thing I can do

you have already done so much for me

Woe is me.

I feel like I've waited too long to try to fix things

it wont ever be like it used to

ifeelsoguiltywheneveriseeyou 

Wonderwall

he bought a webcam thingy

we chat for the first time for a few hours

he sang wonderwall and turn into you

he played guitar 

we ate almonds and made faces

it was super nice to see his beard 

<3

dont wanna get my hopes too high thou

 

Mr. Duke

Why are you so attractive? 

Why are you so old

Science Fiction

Goodness!

October is just around the corner!

it's been awhile, i wanna say I've been preoccupied with things but really I'm just lazy. I have things i wanna do but when it comes down to it i end up flaking out. I wanna get one thing accomplished everyday (if i do more that's awesome but for now I'll set my goals low) and today i did the 2nd draft to my hair bleaching essay! good enough but i was hoping to go to the goodwill and snag some threads i also wash y conditioned my hair (:3
I would want to start document my outfits? i think it'll be interesting to see 
I would want to start hanging out with people for often
I would want to take pictures again, not anything pro but pictures the way i used to take them i don't bust out my camera the way i used to
I would want to update this thing more but i always say that
 I want to learn how to make/edit videos!!
I don't think I'd be great but i think it'll be funny
I'm typing all these things down here so i wont forget i also plan on physically writing them as well for reinforcement
I'm kinda sad i don't really have anything to say but I'll have something to say eventually

Social Networking

Facebook....
makes me feel lonely
makes me think that the majortiy of my relationships are superfical
brings out the stalker in me
makes me worry about the future
makes me jealous
I'm just happy Eri doesn't have one 
cause then it'll really destroy me
Tumblr....
I really dont want anyone to find out i have one
it's not anything personal thou
well if you look in to it it is
i just want you to be happy
Blogger....
You have been here since the begining
I'm sorry I've neglected you

You Dont Know Me

Eddie's Gun

I will tear you to shreds

Firefox

Firefox you bastard!
so here I am trying to update my blog and internet explore refuses to let me 
says i need a fox on fire or something
wells frank downloaded it for me and now here i am

Still short

A summer tan D:

and my hair cut off and dyed blue

what was left on my head wasnt worth keeping anyways

I know allot has changed in my life but the change is becoming a normal i cant spot out the difference between then and now when i wake up the next day i feel like nothing got done but i know couldn't fit anything more into my days


it's weird being busy


now that i know how to update i shall be on here more often
i have no other way of keeping tracks of things

these people are my life and business