Blue Jeans

boy you make my eyes burn
promise me you'll remember you're mine
baby can you sit through the tears
i loved you more than those bitches before 
say you'll remember
say you'll remember

Nausea

it sucks 

i think my stomach and my heart are morphing into one organ

Vocal Cords

I've never paid too much attention to voices
but when your relationship is based on pixels and phone calls..
I can't help but listen more carefully
It's not just the words but the tone 
I don't think I ever felt like he has lied to me

His voice just seem so sincere

¿Qué hora es mi corazón?

Where do i begin?

I never thought I would be one of those sappy love-sick girls

I don't believe in fairy tales 

                         love at first sight

                         true love

and I most certainly didn't believe in young love

I feel like I have been in love or at least I used to think so 

  as you can tell from my past posts that didn't turn out too well

Eventually I got over it

Eventually the hole in my chest was healed

then I went off to go like other people 

and to have those crushes remain crushes

 Thus reinforcing my previous thoughts on love

but then one lonely tumblr night I came across a certain face

and with a few clicks and against all my beliefs I was swept off my feet

I will try my hardest these next few line to try to describe how I feel for this boy

I'm completely entirely so very madly deep in love with him

I didn't think I could feel this way

especially with someone I haven't even met yet 

I am in love with someone who feel the exact same way about me

with the exact same intensity

I want to marry him

I want to sleep naked with him

              kiss his face forever

 I know it's only been a month and there is a very very strong possibility that were still in our honeymoon phase 

but I don't care!!!

all my other honeymoon phases never felt this good 

nor was a able to open up as much as I have with him

 It's not just death star explosions in my stomach that he gives me 

or that fact that his voice makes my heart beat faster than any kiss a guy has given me

it's not his love of star wars that has the ability to make me weak at the knees

It's a combination of things

 like the fact he call/text me everyday and apologizes profusely when he can't

       the fact that he sent me a heart-shaped pizza

       the fact that's he's always trying to make feel comfortable around him

       the fact that he can open up to me and call me his best friend

I have so many reasons to love him not including how fucking cute/sexy/handsome/mind-blowing-amazing 

GAH! there is just so much love I have for him and we still haven't met

I don't know how to end this but I'll leave it at this
I have been changed
I'm happier than I ever thought I could be
and I owe it all to him

I've never been so sure of my feeling before <3

 

this isn't even the tip of the iceberg

 

Less Than 3

I always feel like I don't like Valentines 

but then I see cute things and it makes me happy

I guess having someone make a difference

Either way thou these really make Valentines more fun

I was waiting a long long time for a boy like you

My Hair Dyed and Went to Heavan

well more like actually died